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It's strange. I know what I just saw, but the scene I'm remembering in my head is totally different in that it HAD THE FUCKING HUG. WHERE IS THE HUG?!?! That scene - I have never seen a talking scene that needed to end with a hug as badly as that one did, and then there was no hug? What? WHAT?

Obviously there was something wrong with my copy of the episode. Yes. That's it. Must be. Stupid my copy of the episode, missing the hug that was there! Good thing I can pretty much picture it in my mind... Mmm. Happy picture... hug...

No, not writing more right now. Because that right there? Is overshadowing everything else about the episode in my mind right now.


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gnine From: gnine Date: October 21st, 2006 02:22 am (UTC) (Link)
I *KNOW*!! We were shouting SO LOUDLY for a hug I think all the neighbors probably heard! :-p Other than that though, OMG the LOVE...but...but HUG! *sniffle*
ex_naye320 From: ex_naye320 Date: October 21st, 2006 09:27 am (UTC) (Link)
But they had the line and everything! "We've come to hug." (Which nearly killed me and vargen both!)

...they're so, so delivering the fangirl stuff, though! Much love for Dean's guilt and finally talking, and Sam's trying to deal with his brother's not dealing and his own not dealing, and. Yeah. Wow. Much love.
gnine From: gnine Date: October 21st, 2006 10:15 am (UTC) (Link)
so, on a non-supernatural but still-much-love-for-co-dependence-in-fanning note, um, I need the next Wild Adapter chapter NOW!

On your rec, I finally went and read the whole damn thing, OMG the cute fuck up'dness!, wheeeee! And love it! And new chapter came out today and just MEEp and want more and WHY is Chara a bi-monthly, and worse yet, there's no guarantee they'll even be a new chapter in december since this IS Minekura we're talking 'bout :-p and do you need me to scan it or are there places to get it on line?
ex_naye320 From: ex_naye320 Date: October 21st, 2006 10:34 am (UTC) (Link)
YES! Oh, the poor sweet crazy boys. Codependency GALORE, and the cute and cuddles and ANGST. Wow. Yes.

About the publication of Chara - I KNOW!! I only got one chapter Wild Adapter after I started reading it. In four months. So annoying, and - no, there's nowhere to get it on-line, at least not yet, so if you could scan it I would be soooo happy! Please please please? ♥
xparrot From: xparrot Date: October 21st, 2006 03:09 am (UTC) (Link)
See, we were shouting for the hug, but at the same time...I don't know if Dean could've taken it then. No matter how much he needs it, he had so much self-loathing at that moment that I don't know if any comfort could get through. There wasn't anything Sam could say then, as he said, and nothing he could do, either, and so doing nothing was the only choice...

...I say this with the conviction that there WILL be a hug, that they're building to it, and it's gonna break me into little gibbering pieces when it happens.

in other news, my god. They've just given up on writing screenplays and are just submitting fanfics to be filmed, or is it just me? I don't think I've ever seen a show so...ficcy. It's not ficcable, there's nothing to write that they're not already saying (except the hug. But that's coming! *standsing by her convictions*)
ex_naye320 From: ex_naye320 Date: October 21st, 2006 09:34 am (UTC) (Link)
But, but, but...! He could've tried? Just a little? Done something?

Of course, Dean looked like a stiff breeze would shatter him at that point, and Sam touching him might have pushed him over the edge he's been balancing on since John's death. Might have pushed him back, too, but - I understand why Sam didn't do it (I think), I just - I want the damn hug. There HAS to be a hug. The alternative is unthinkable!

It's not just you. Though the zombie-chick was scary as hell! Creepy, creepy episode, very good frightening bits. And then - fanfic. Lots and lots of it, with Dean projecting on random grieving people, and Sam picking up all the signals, and then Dean actually stopping to talk. That. It broke my heart, really. Dean crying, with that hopeless, crushing guilt and sorrow and Sam not able to do anything...

I still don't know if I think he was right in not saying anything. He could have tried. He could have said "I love you". He was saying pretty much that earlier, but then Dean wasn't listening, and now - I'm assuming Sam does love Dean. That Sam isn't blaming Dean for being alive. Though I guess he can see the connection as clearly as Dean can, and Dean's alive and John isn't, and I wonder if he does ever feel angry with Dean for that.

I love this show. So, so much. And next week's ep looks fantastic!
xparrot From: xparrot Date: October 23rd, 2006 01:07 pm (UTC) (Link)
I am living in this happy world where The Hug is going to happen (soon) and be the best thing ever, and the expectation of it is keeping me content until then ^_^

It was such a fic ep! A good fic - the best fics tend to have plots and creepiness and such. So they feel like real eps. Except we all know reading them (watching them!!) that the real point is the brothers. So, in conclusion: Fanfic! (and it's being written by the girls, did you notice? one credited last ep and the other the week before, I suspect they're still writing or at least plotting together, just crediting differently ^^ I desperately want to meet them...)

I especially loved the end because I actually didn't realize that was what was bothering Dean...I thought it was more him thinking about bringing (or not bringing) back John or Mary, but that it was his own unnatural life...ohhh. Oh, Dean!

There has to be something Sam can do. Can't wait to see it. Meanwhile...next ep has oodles and oodles of potential - and for comedy as well as continued delicious aaaaangst - is it Friday yet!?
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