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xparrot From: xparrot Date: October 21st, 2006 03:09 am (UTC) (Link)
See, we were shouting for the hug, but at the same time...I don't know if Dean could've taken it then. No matter how much he needs it, he had so much self-loathing at that moment that I don't know if any comfort could get through. There wasn't anything Sam could say then, as he said, and nothing he could do, either, and so doing nothing was the only choice...

...I say this with the conviction that there WILL be a hug, that they're building to it, and it's gonna break me into little gibbering pieces when it happens.

in other news, my god. They've just given up on writing screenplays and are just submitting fanfics to be filmed, or is it just me? I don't think I've ever seen a show so...ficcy. It's not ficcable, there's nothing to write that they're not already saying (except the hug. But that's coming! *standsing by her convictions*)
ex_naye320 From: ex_naye320 Date: October 21st, 2006 09:34 am (UTC) (Link)
But, but, but...! He could've tried? Just a little? Done something?

Of course, Dean looked like a stiff breeze would shatter him at that point, and Sam touching him might have pushed him over the edge he's been balancing on since John's death. Might have pushed him back, too, but - I understand why Sam didn't do it (I think), I just - I want the damn hug. There HAS to be a hug. The alternative is unthinkable!

It's not just you. Though the zombie-chick was scary as hell! Creepy, creepy episode, very good frightening bits. And then - fanfic. Lots and lots of it, with Dean projecting on random grieving people, and Sam picking up all the signals, and then Dean actually stopping to talk. That. It broke my heart, really. Dean crying, with that hopeless, crushing guilt and sorrow and Sam not able to do anything...

I still don't know if I think he was right in not saying anything. He could have tried. He could have said "I love you". He was saying pretty much that earlier, but then Dean wasn't listening, and now - I'm assuming Sam does love Dean. That Sam isn't blaming Dean for being alive. Though I guess he can see the connection as clearly as Dean can, and Dean's alive and John isn't, and I wonder if he does ever feel angry with Dean for that.

I love this show. So, so much. And next week's ep looks fantastic!
xparrot From: xparrot Date: October 23rd, 2006 01:07 pm (UTC) (Link)
I am living in this happy world where The Hug is going to happen (soon) and be the best thing ever, and the expectation of it is keeping me content until then ^_^

It was such a fic ep! A good fic - the best fics tend to have plots and creepiness and such. So they feel like real eps. Except we all know reading them (watching them!!) that the real point is the brothers. So, in conclusion: Fanfic! (and it's being written by the girls, did you notice? one credited last ep and the other the week before, I suspect they're still writing or at least plotting together, just crediting differently ^^ I desperately want to meet them...)

I especially loved the end because I actually didn't realize that was what was bothering Dean...I thought it was more him thinking about bringing (or not bringing) back John or Mary, but that it was his own unnatural life...ohhh. Oh, Dean!

There has to be something Sam can do. Can't wait to see it. Meanwhile...next ep has oodles and oodles of potential - and for comedy as well as continued delicious aaaaangst - is it Friday yet!?
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